I’m new to this so if anyone out there can maybe relate to my feeling of being alone, wondering what life will be like as I grow older not having children or grand children. I do try to live for today and not think about what will happen tomorrow or in years to come, however, somedays it very hard, when I hear my friend is having a child or a grand child. Even when I hear my sister tell stories of her children it is very hard. I try to be happy for them but inside I’m hurting. Somedays are better then other and some not so good. But who knows what will happen in time!!!